Sunday, August 2, 2009

Timing is Off

Tonight I heard you say to me " You're my future wifey" and " you're super attractive" and that i am your "best girl friend." I don't think it was true. It was just the alcohol inside you talking. I'm sad to see you go. I do not want you to leave because I feel like I took time for granted. At the time, I had different priorities. I can not say I'm sorry but I did lead a busy lifestyle. Learning that you are going to the army scares me. I don't want you go to because I may never see you again. You might forget about me.

Its risky. Its scary. I want to get to know you better, but so much is at stake. Just sitting next to you on the bed and watching you sleep, everything made sense for a minute. Now I'm crying because I want to say goodbye, but I don't want to cry. I'm going to miss you. I know we're on different paths. That you are going to lead a different path and so will I.

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